the things i have decided recently

i went to disney and i liked it a lot. i will never grow out of disney. disney makes happy things happen and they stay happy until you get home and realize they weren’t all that great, but you love them anyway, because in the happiest place on earth, everything appears happy.

i hate boys i hate boys i hate boys i hate them all.

i’ve decided that i don’t really like people reading this and that’s why i haven’t been updating it. i’ve decided that i want to establish more entries first and then unprivate them all at once so that if people are going to be exposed to me, they might as well get all my secrets all at once.

nobody likes meg from hercules at disney. they have no merchandise with her anywhere near it. i didn’t see her in all of disney. poor meg. she’s just not very popular no matter where she is, is she? ah, that’s alright. i didn’t see her boyfriend anywhere either. (either one of them, actually.)

i want more screamin’ dill pickle pringles and i want video ideas to spring to my head. i want motivation and money and that dress i saw at JC penney that i’m buying tomorrow because mumsie said i could as an early birthday present.

apparently it’s easier than you would think to leave your pillow in a hotel room three hours away from you. i, personally, wouldn’t have expected that. it just blended in with the other pillows. like camouflage.

i’m taking my pills tomorrow before eating falafel with my biffle and trying not to talk about the boys i hate hate hate.

goodnight. <3

my future goal is to be better at blogging.

It has come to my attention that the internet is a boring place. GAH.

I have spent the last four days up in Palm Beach Gardens staying with my friend Pricella in the trailer she’s staying at for the summer. Since she lives in Stuart. It’s slightly complicated. Yes, anyway. So, for the past four days I have not sat and done nothing for more than like… an hour. It has been GoGoGo and I’ve loved every second of it. My body is sore and my voice is gone and I’m terrified that ants will come pouring out of my keyboard at a moment’s notice, but it was (almost) all worth it for the fun I haddddd. I miss having a social life and friends that live near me that will do things in big groups that don’t hate each other and people who believe what I believe and HAVING THINGS TO DO IN THE TOWN I AM IN. There is nothing in Lake Worth. Except Ice Zone. But nobody likes Ice Zone anymore anyway. >:[

I want that life. :[

But! I might have it soon. For the summer, anyway. It all depends on me getting a job up there. Details soon, but for now… <333 life.

I would write things, but I’m too busy watching Star Trek episodes and dreaming about being elsewhere.

I’ll get back to you soon.

<3

hey there tumblr

what’s it like in new york city?
jk.

i was reminiscing through various old livejournals and read bits where i was a lamewad and read other bits where i liked myself slightly better than i do now except minus a whole bunch of stuff. i miss all my old friends and i wish i wasn’t such a fader with oldies. i try not to be?

booooooo, i was going to stop using this as a diary. ah, well. :] 

I am pleased.

and there was peace throughout the land once more. :]